What movement of my life am I in right now?

There’s one I like to think about,
and it’s when your movement is over mine,
and I don’t want to make any of my own bodily movements,
because I’m staying still
for the pure pleasure of feeling yours,
and God knows how deeply you’re making me feel;

I have surrendered all perception of time
in those moments I share with you,
because every construction of time seems to dissolve,
and I enter a state
of absolute absorption
of your existence
in front of mine,
and I’m letting you enter
inside my own.

Is this an expression of love for the unknown?
Or what are we not doing right now?
From my side,
I’m expressing it
from the reality
of who I am
right now.

I left the city
where my life is currently happening
for a few weeks,
and traveled into the reality
where the life of some of the members
of the family I’m part of
is unfolding.

I am moving forward
on the path of respecting
the realities of others.

I stayed there
as a mere observer of their worlds
and crossed over
from my own
in order to truly respect
those my family members have chosen to love,

to keep my thoughts and opinions
—especially those not asked for—
to myself,
and to understand
that everything is always teaching us something:
something we want to become,
something we don’t want to become,
or something we don’t want to experience.

And how much power there is within me
to activate the reality I am currently existing in,
and the immense responsibility
to take care of my own reality,
even within my internal processes
of healing, refinement,
and evolution.

Sunny days
I am breathing
from this geographical point,
how much beauty and peace I have found
in the coherence
between my thoughts,
words,
and actions.

Even
in the turbulence of certain waters,
my navigation remains steady
because I am
being faithful to myself,
even as I open
to the integration
of new experiences
and understandings
of life.

And in the user experience
of everything being built
as alternative realities out there,
there is a center
that holds me,
and allows me to see
with clarity
through it all.

Because the truth
has never really been about
the articulation
of well-structured words,
but rather
about the actions
built around them,
and the foundations
that hold them up,

even within the imperfection
of the complexity
of whatever it is
we are trying
to be
or become.